Sunday, August 27
12:47 PM
Been a whole two weeks since being at the HTA. Its a routine lifestyle yet with its own sense of unpredictability.. Having been made the first squad leader was and still is taxing at its worst. Its like the instructors said, the one with the most responsibility.. and i know that's hardly my forte.. Anyway, besides the stress, at least there are some pretty fun people around. Getting used to the lifestyle , basically full of eating [ food that could bring a dead horse back alive again ], sleeping, lots of pt and tons of lectures. Boring at times but yea.. hopefully that'll change. People i didn't expect to meet, especially having 6 of us from nyp, 3 of us from the same lecture groups.. heh talk about interesting fates. Now im bored again. Let's see what else i can do for now.
Sunday, August 13
12:29 PM
i'll be heading down to the other side of singapore. I'll be heading down.. and won;'t be back for a couple of weeks lol. I'll miss me. And i'll miss you. All of you.
Wednesday, August 9
8:50 PM
Quick! The confusion only created so much drama. Four days, but a hectic one as well. Who knew that things had to go to such an extent to make me learn just that much more about myself . Sure, it was close to death even heh, like who cares right. But yea, suddenly it all makes sense, of course theres still way more to go, but im starting out somewhere.. and its helping.. Wisdom and knowledge, do i love it .. yes i still do.. Whow. Literally. Life's good.
Tuesday, August 8
11:52 AM
It's a kavi situation... I asked out loud for an exciting and memorable last two weeks before heading off. "Be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it" goes the phrase. Maybe i wasn't clear in my asking. Or perhaps it was just meant to be this way. Cuz this is a whole different form compared to the kind of memorable time i asked for. Its just so like something you'd find off the tv, the story starts out fairly slow, introducing all the characters involved. Then it shows how they link up together. A storyline that flows way too nicely for its own good. But a very messy one as well. Plot twists, action, suspense, deception, anti-climaxes. And im not Just saying that . I thought my life got boring at times. Suddenly it got pretty exciting. A bit way tooo exciting. And for all the wrong reasons. The only things that would be missing now is an abrupt death and a search as to whose the murderer. Think desperate housewives. Think a huge big mess. or just ... think.
Sunday, August 6
7:43 PM
Remember a movie about a series of unfortunate events.. Well.. a series of events have been taking place.. And boy does it reflect the very line i throw out to others so very often.. "Everything happens for a reason." What's right seems wrong, and what felt wrong, suddenly seems so right. Not only perspective has shifted, It's more then that. It's life changing. And i bet you don't know how much , heh.